How can you hate me?
Hate them who did good to you
If ever you allowed them to,
And now they lay motionless
When you need them to your rescue.
How can you hate me?
O tell me…. exactly how,
For I am just the one, who
Tormented your ego
Bewitched your pride
Throttled your freedom
And let you degrade yourself
With the jealousy amplified.
Right, I am just the one
who makes you sigh as you see me
And groans if you ever miss to be
An apparition of your longings
A fragment of your reflection
A taste to your tongue, too gaudy
And your sense of indecisions
Is inebriated with smell of my body.
I taunt you again, hate me
O my darling …
Forget the colors of the sky
Leave me, you dare to give it a try
Your tears will suck in
A deluge, a turbulence within
Your soul will be haunted
Deceived of obsession and disgrace,
You wander in dark, nothing to embrace
Just thwarted breath,
You are cold, and
The mouth full of distaste.
Agree, even if you don’t want to be,
If not my cursed love-
Let me warn you again
-Your heart will bruise in open spree
Beware!!
I am viciously flavorful
For you to bid yourself free of me.
My dear, you are helplessly restrained in the chains of my love. ❤ ❤ ❤ ❤
Hmmm….that is so threatening beautiful….
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Beauty is always threatening… isn’t`t it? 🙂
I am happy you liked it…..
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this was a bit more….good one….regards….
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Reading this, I actually found it scary.. not because it was daunting or so, but because there are feelings so intense that sometimes, it reaches a level when everything else seems so miniscule and you become audacious enough to face anything that comes your way..!!
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Right on point.
At times I wonder what else we have to call ours if not feelings and emotions… yet it gets scale up or down at the whim of others… Ironical… isn’t it?
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Point well made… That’s actually because feelings, however personal they are, are because of our dependency and attachment to others. The personal too is dependent.
Sad but it changes with the change in attachment. At times, its just exhilarating with joy and for the same person, its so toxicating. The change is so real, bringing us closer to what we were and what we have now become.
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You mentioned the word attachment and it takes me to one black and white section of a newspaper I read sometime back on one fine Sunday morning, it says – ‘Hundred percent attachment is what leads to the beginning of the process of detachment’ – at least this is the meaning I elicit from the writing
Well, to feel is one intricate path to living however inevitable. You walk on it or avoid it, you are doomed either way.
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Well its the perk of living..! You can’t avoid it anyway..!!
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Terrifically sadistic, in love, in lust and torment
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Indeed…. very close to my heart…..
Love is pain we all love to endure…. isn’t it!?
😊
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Yes very true
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Deep, powerful and thought-provoking! Keep it up x
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I am ecstatic.
Thank You ❤
Stay connected !!
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You’re most welcome ❤
Happy blogging!
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In the war of ego vs heart this piece seems to find the ego victorious and ruthless! Powerful and so very well written! ❤
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More than ego… it is narcissistic obsession that won… though I failed miserably…
Thank you Diana.
I seek your feedback as I seek water traversing through desert of helplessness in love.
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How fascinating your comment is.
Not to mention that your words exert an immediate pull on my heart as I read. It’s a beautiful thing.
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Thank you Diana… which timezone are you in?
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Pacific Coast Canada, it’s 11.30 and I sneak poetry at work 🙂 Is it night for you?
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ah yes… 1 AM here…
And I am sitting here with my 10 year old nephew watching Anime…
😊
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We are half a day apart – you are a moon shepherd and I am tending a cooling, autumn sun.
Your nephew is fortunate that his Aunt lets him stay up so late. You must be his favourite 🙂
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Beautifully expressed… 💗
And yes… I think I am…😀😀 he never lets me off sight without giving me a cuddle.. He is one chubby little boy.. 😊
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Oh how cute is he in his cuddle motivations! He shall hopefully be walking in his aunt’s footsteps when it comes to creating exquisite words…
PS- You have a new Canadian Instagram follower 🙂 ❤
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Ah yes… I got you… 🙂
There are number of stories that dwell in his little heart….May he always find a way out for his emotions through words, if not voice as he does now…
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